It’s an odd feeling
giving up on love
and I know I’ve said this before
and failed
because my heart rules my universe
there’s a certain solemnity
an abrupt calm
as my brain yells at my heart
to stop it’s nervous flutterings
that girl you met wasn’t me
only a fractured piece
that so few have seen
dingy hotel room and uncleaned sheets
and for a brief moment in time
we were exactly what the other needed
carnal desires unfolded
as clothes were strewn carelessly about
kisses and groping
biting and scratching
but then you paused
you are so beautiful
caught yourself
and sexy
and the biting
and thrusting
and pounding
resumed
consumed by desire
drowning in sweat and passion
I couldn’t even look into your eyes
though you paid close attention to mine
recounting the expressions
in our panting aftermath
no regret hath crept in my heart thus far
only stifling my hearts wanting screams
hushing the wondering if you’re thinking of me
in the same ways I’m desiring you now
clothed and proper
having thoughts on our words
rather than the focusing
on our closed door cravings
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